Agony.

So many good things happen and so many bad. Life is filled with ups, downs, lefts, rights, and everything in between.

As another chapter in my life ends, and another one begins my heart sinks and the pit of my stomach hurtles around in ten different directions. I don't even know whats happening but just as it seemed that everything was getting back on track, just as it seemed that things were starting to make sense again, it just fell apart. I don't know who is at fault. I don't even know why anyone would want to do such things. But things happen and I'm not only epic-ly weirded out, but I'm also scared. Scared to see what the future holds. Scared to see whats happening even in the present. And most of all, scared to see what happened in the past.

There are many regrets. I don't want regrets. I just want to talk it out. I just want to run it off.

Agony.